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Money and truth
​

Money and truth seldom go hand in hand
Mark Boyle said as in his book The Way Home
And I mused how much is paid 
Everyday that we get to hear
And how ‘good news’ stories rarely appear

Because bad news controls?
Fills us full of fear?
Makes us look to government
Like a loving parent?
To ask “but how can we do this?
Help us oh please”
As we beg on our knees
For a solution
But is it possible without the pollution
Of BS in the media
There’s be way less fear 
And we’d be empowered
Able to make strides
Of progress
In our own fields 
Fulfil our own needs

For what is the point
Of knowing half the thing that we do
Disaster here, terrible things there
If we can go
Be of service it’s one thing
But to shiver and sit in fear it’s quite another 

Mostly I feel it leads to overwhelm
And I’m always chatting to clients
Suggesting they take a break
And assess “is it a mistake?”
A choice I can make
Or do I want
To constantly consume
Without filter or room to process
All around the world, all the mess

Especially when you look at the quote
Where we started out
Money and truth seldom go hand in hand
Is it time we take a stand?
Demand
Some honesty?
But how to begin
How to get in?
Perhaps to boycott
To stop
Buying, watching, sharing
So we don’t buy in
To it all 

Money and truth seldom go hand in hand
If we make a stand
We are starting the change
And we never can know
What’s at the end of the chains
But one foot
In front of the other
Is steady progress
And we’ll get on another
Path to move on
From this one we’re on
And who knows 
Where that may lead

We can examine at each step “is it paid?”
For if it is it’s likely you see
That it may not truth, it may be
More likely lies to profit
To line someone’s pocket
So be discerning
And heed the warning
Money and truth seldom go hand in hand.

Now
​

A politician’s wet dream
They’re like the cats who got the cream 
A nation transfixed
With reports and statistics
The battle with small pox wasn’t won
How they said it was done
But does anyone know that
Or do they take it as fact?
Because someone said it on TV
So it must be
True.

Superiority
​

How is it that we
Have some kind of superiority complex
Over everything else here on earth?

It’s not like we use our intelligence
To care, to nourish and create

Or at least that is
On a larger scale
Plenty do but the overriding force
Is to use, to abuse and to coerce 

Get what you can
Chuck away the rest
Keep going and you might be
A billionaire like the rest
Exploit, explode or implode
Keep on hoarding
What more can you store?
Can you be the first to space
In this crazy, enormously expensive race?

Don’t you think it’s funny 
That community service
Is seen as a punishment
Often done by those without much money?
Surely we should all be sent
To be of service to our communities?

Would that not be a better way to please?
Than segregation, jealousy and exploitation
As far as I can see, this way leads to dis-ease
Dis-ease in community
Reflected in ourself
For how many of us
Have sub-optimal health?

And whilst current times have used the line
“It’s for everyone you need stay inside”
It’s not, as many quote
That ‘everyone is in the same boat’
Boats there may be
But some are in cruise liners
Whilst others barely float
In a rickety, leaking sailing boat

There’s a veneer of community
And yes, many have come together
In streets, in towns, in villages
But the bigger picture ain’t so clever
Closing of small shops in little towns
Many have permanently shut down
And like the stickers say:
“If masks work why did small businesses have to close
And if they don’t work then why are we still wearing them?”

Is there an answer
Or just another challenge
To find the truth 
Does it matter?

For whilst we continue to exploit
There are folk
Like Will Tully
Who’s a bit of a hero for me
He highlights the similarity 
Of what we’ve done
Forever to animals
Is now being done
To us as humans

The control
The manipulation
The herding
To our station


How do we stop 
And say “I want out”
Maybe awareness 
Is a way to start?

To live gently, 
In harmony with nature
Could be a way to go 
Is it too late though?

I don’t know
But I do think
Humans have been blessed with
Optimism when they think

Their way out of trouble
And there may be a struggle
But impossible?
Who knows til you try
And since we all know
We are all going to die
Let’s give it a go
You never know
If we can create
Something amazing here
Something with far less fear

For ourselves
For animals
Without cages
And separation 
Together
In communities
A celebration
Of possibility
And joy
Living with ease
Everyone
Under the sun

Convenience comes at a price 
​

Convenience comes at a price 
And whilst it might be nice
To change over the TV
Whilst you’re sat on the settee

But what’s the price?
And is it really nice
Or is it that with the hidden cost
Even more gets lost?

Walking over to turn over the channels
Whilst you’re at it potter, sort the washing 
And fold up the flannels
No flannels no more? Tissues now!

Another convenience delight
As washable and reusable says goodnight!
And the bins fully laden
Get put out on a Wednesday night

Studies show convenience food
Eaten often, lowers your mood
Diet drinks laced with aspartame
Don’t do anything great for your mane

Hair loss is one potential cost here
And whilst they might look cheap on the shelf
The side effects make them quite dear
In terms of your health

So convenience they say comes at a price
Will you be bought
Or is it you never thought 
About the hidden costs 
What gets lost
And is the price
Really so nice?


Today I caught the bait
​

Today I caught the bait
Which was, to be honest
A bit of a mistake
A lapse in thinking
Preceded by a tough morning
And when I found
You slagging me off
Again
I’d had enough

So yes, today I caught the bait
But a friend who was there at the time
Passed on this advice
Be like the grey rock
All seeing, non-doing
No reaction, be boring
I like that idea
And will play with it more

For I am getting tired
Of trying to fix it
Getting painted as a misfit
As if it is me
Who is off my tree

Perhaps after all we are all a bit crazy
I certainly think it’s possible
But the shouting insults from the car
The videoing, purposeful
Hitting our plants with the bag
Are not reactions I would have
To anyone
No matter what they had done

So whilst my mouth
I wished I hadn’t opened
Perhaps I shouldn’t have spoken

I 
Have
Had 
Enough

I don’t have to live with you


I don’t have to live with you
A powerful realisation 
Coming through from 
Moments of meditation

In running last nights argument
Around my head
I remembered when you said
I can’t live with this

And I’ve been so tired
So very tired
Of trying to look positive
In front of you
Pretend like you don’t bother me

Be strong
Get more resilient
Then yesterday, energy spent
I snapped

But this morning I realised
I don’t have to live with you
Inside my head
And what a relief that brought

Because it is fair to say 
I’ve carried you around
Rehashed the things
You’ve said to others 
When I’ve been around

The Paddington glare
The words thrown out
Here and there
And the marching up and down the street
Calling me a bitch, thinking it’s neat

But that realisation
From my meditation
Brought peace
And clarity
Home to me

For however you behave
I don’t have to live with you
I can let you go free
And just be me
However I choose to be

On Parenting
​

Sometimes you feel
Or it could just be me
That you’ve a handle on things
It’s definitely how I feel
…for a split second at least

Then the game changes
The next level begins
The challenges beckon
And you jump in

Because there isn’t really a choice
So crack on you do
The mists of the past
Dissolve away for you

As you enter the next level
It’s not always easy
I’ve no idea how to negotiate
The new path, it feels crazy

And sometimes I’m reluctant
But you always go on
Parenting, ever changing
Territory - it’s really amazing

And as I’ve got that stage
Know to respond, how to be
The rug is pulled 
And I’m back in the deep sea

Floundering, choking
And yes, still smiling
But sometimes the challenge
It’s really frightening

Because I have this idea you see
That I need to be perfect
To do it just right
And I can beat myself up
Night after night

Because I failed here
Could have done better there
If I had any wisdom I’d share
It with you here

I can only try
Heart-centred is my way
Listening to my gut
And asking advice
Because chatting to others feels right

They’re walking the path too
It’s not only you
So remember your friends
Because a hug and a smile 
Often can mend

An awkward day
And so you might say
It’s not gone well
I know your intent

Is of the best
And I know sometimes
It feels like a test
There are no losers or winners
No comparison here
And nothing to fear

The best we can do 
Is love and be there
As they climb along
Stair after stair

Butterfly in your hand
​

How can you care 
and still let go?
The umbilical cord doesn’t bend and break
It stretches and grows

Time changes everything
And like the butterfly in your hand
You can’t imprison it inside
Never allowing it to take flight 

But open your fingers
Stretch out your hand
It’ll be back
Landing lightly
Every time
Changing slightly 

It’s hard to let go
When you’ve watched them grow
Guided, comforted 
Mended hurt knees
Stings from bees

And now new challenges
Boys, girls, schooling
Relationships, heartbreak
Doing well, making ‘mistakes’

Perhaps steep learning curves
As they swerve from drama 
To endless drama 
Without stopping to breathe

Trusting feels harder
Tension can grow
But ultimately 
We need to let them go

With much love in our hearts
And sometimes pain in our chests
Knowing that we’ve
Done our best
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